Welcome to my world of poetry and photography. Everything you see or read belongs to me. Enjoy your visit and I hope you'd spend some time to review my works! Visit my deviantART page too and would love to hear from you all :)
I am Alsa Haslinda Alias
ayulinro@yahoo.com
brit_millennium@hotmail.com
immortalpoet82mutantpride@gmail.com
February 25th, 1982
Sg. Buloh ~ Malaysia
Occupation
Working full time as an Early
Childhood Educationist
Interest and Passion
I am very passionate in writing
original fictions & poems, reading
especially Fantasy, sci-fi, supernatural,
horror, historical, and mystery genres,
surfing the Internet, photography,
meeting new friends, teaching
(my love for teaching younger
children is going to be a never
ending journey), blogging,
reading books on western
vampires, lycans, witchcrafts, elves,
ancient myths and gods, roman &
greek empires (i read about related
stuff so i could get inspired in writing
more fantasy fictions and poems)
and the many bands, musicians,
songwriters who inspire me in my
writings and to name a few are
Green Day, Rachael Yamagata,
Omnisoul, Sum 41, Yellowcard,
My Chemical Romance,
Ayumi Hamasaki and others like Punk,
Alternative, Aggressive, Adult
Contemporary, Emo rock, Japanese
and Jazz music and a little of R&B
and Hip Hop.
Shouting Your Lungs
Music
Green Day, Yellowcard, Rachael Yamagata,
Ayumi Hamasaki, NLT, Sum 41,
Paramore, Krystal Meyers, Kelly Clarkson,
Jackson Waters, Gavin Degraw,
The Honorary Title, Midnight Hour, Jimmy Eat World,
Dashboard Confessional, Mayday Paradise,
Sugarcult, Dead Poetic, Carolina Liar,
Garbage, Hawk Nelson, Authority Zero,
Mest, Evanescence, Sugar Ray, JoJo,
The Veronicas, Jessica Simpson,
Christina Aguilera, F.I.R, PCD, The Killers,
Story Of The Year, Emma Lahana, Lola Ray, Ryan Adams,
Breaking Benjamin, Ayaka, Weezer, Lost Prophets,
Clay Aiken, Rachael Yamagata, Do As Infinity,
Good Charlotte, The Rooney, Coldplay,
Eve 6, The AtarisChevelle, Switchfoot, Jet,
Hoobastank, VonRay, Eve 6, Mars Electric,
Jason Mraz, Matchbox Twenty
Audioslave and mostly Alternative/emo/aggressive/
contemporary rock, Jazz, Pop, score, OST etc/
Now, these photos were all taken with my camera and I edited the original size and trim the edges and use History brush from Photoshop 7.0 to paint the edges a little and they are some from the many photos kept in the photo album and I'll be showing them some at a time :). I just love them and I love my parents.
Enjoy!
This was taken at my mum's house. She and dad was dating at that time and he has some time to pose for the camera with my cousin sister Linda Wong.
Here I go again! I've been so fascinated with the Photoshop CS3 program and I wish I could make even more remarkable photos if I could. I am short of my very own resources and had to use free stocks from other artists or photographer's pictures. Anyway, these are some of my latest work. I know I am still an amateur but who knows I can be better!
Wow! efx2blogs was down or what? Anyway, I've been into photoshop a lot since I watch those tutorials on youtube and I am not even half way there! It looks easy but when I tried it turns out messy and only some looks okay. Here are some of my "okay" stuff! :) hehehe Enjoy
It is yet another fantasy genre written based on my love for this particular genre. "It is time... and I am not regretting any second of it..." WIP for now
It is the day
I'm ever going to step
On this land
Before they take me away
It is the day
I'll be amongst the heroes
And abandon all strays
”It is time to be taken
By the higher light
I will no longer be hunger
For many happy nights”
They love you
For whom you are
And never leave out anyone
It is like living
In a dark solitude
Above all the greatest of a sun
”It is time to be taken
By the higher light
I will not hungered
For a sleepless night
For complete meals
Anymore
I am leaving before
The nights fall”
As I drink the elixir
Of my future kind
I shall now be given a new name
A new life
A new hope
And a whole new world
Of happiness
As I carved the names
Of my fallen ancestors
On the wall of entrance
I allow myself
To believe
I’ll be great just like them
Saving many innocents life…
my love has now chose a new path, on his way there, he has come to me and say...
I am drowning in your life
Trapped within these dandelions
Trying to escape the clovers of the winters
Who do you belong to?
Is it me or her?
As I kiss the ice
Of the frosty sky
And I begin to wonder
Where the truth lies
Of the future I knew very well
“You told me
My heart is filled with tears
And dark crows
Has flown in
Flooding my surroundings
You also told me to stay away
And you wouldn’t want to see me again”
Now I am quitting
And loose hope on you
And this fight is cruel
It is sad but true
It’s ideal at first
Lying here
When the rains fall
Defying my thirst
I’m nothing but a lost soul
Hoping to meet your desire
But you have someone better
I am again impossible
I've decided to take these photos because I was trying to get a whole of my roots and I was merely abandoning it and then it hit me to show my friends of the real deal in my fam history though I never mention it for the first place. it is also because we've just celebrated our country's 51st Independence day on the 31st of August.
Now, the "My Life" shots were taken in my uncle's neighbourhood, half hour drive from here and "Where We Belong" shots were taken in mine and hopefully I am able to take more from my late dad's hometown, 5 hours from here. we're planning to go back again this year and to introduce you to my culture more.
Enjoy!
PS- These photos along with all the photos I've posted in ARE TRULY mine!
What do you guys think?
I'd like to wish Happy Independence Day to all Malaysian! We are 51 years old already! I am proud of the whole Malaysian thing and if you're not then too freaking bad. Anyway.... carry on. :D
It is the time of the month where Muslims from around the world is celebrating the month of Ramadhan tomorrow and I am embracing myself in something this importing which is fasting. I can't wait for the bazaars' available for this special month with hundreds of Malay delicacy to enjoy with many others in Malaysia! We are planning to get back to my dad's hometown by the end of this fasting month and celebrate the month of Syawal with our family there. We went back last year after 8 years. I can't wait for that too and of course to enjoy myself amongst my mum, brother and family!
Okay I have a new assistant for my nursery class. She is taking over my other assistant who is in a maternal leave. Renee has been my friend cum colleague for 4 years now and she has finally gave birth to a child on August 29th, 2008! I haven't seen her and her baby yet and hopefully I am able to!
It feels just like yesterday when we first met in 2003 where she was a young senior teacher teaching me the dos' and don't in teaching! I missed the time we had with our other friends Lisa and Joyce. I am so blessed with my other friends too. To Wanie, Rose, Sathiya, Zizie, Julie, Wong, Levia, Syarifah and other colleagues and friends, I am so glad to meet you and if you are reading this, I'd like to say thank you!
I am not forgetting my online friends too! It didn't matter how close we are or not, we are friends supporting each other efforts in art and poetry! You guys are the best!!!
Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all my Muslim friends here and all over the world!
Here are more photos for you to enjoy and these photos were taken when I had no idea about photography and they were mainly random shots and it is only til today I appreciate them very much. I thank you for your comments!
Here are some of my newest photos and of course a wallpaper of Ayumi Hamasaki. She is a famous Japanese singing sensation and I'm such a huge fan of hers. She has been singing since 1998 and until now she is doing awesome!
I am SUPER happy because after countless of journal entries about getting a new camera, I have finally did! I got a brand new Canon EOS 1000D and I was puzzled at first because my uncle did all the buying but after explaining it all to me over the phone, it seems a whole lot better than a Canon EOS 400D and well whatever it is I am just happy that this camera could get me started with other than just candid shot and fooling around with the shots. I might take myself serious this time.
I wouldn't call it Horror but it is more like Thriller :)
This was written a couple of days back inspired by my own imagination of course... Tell me what you think
Alsa
He was here
He will always be
He runs through my mind
He carved it with signs
So I’d love my love ones behind
Now everything seems clear
Am I dreaming?
Or is he still here?
I am running through the woods now
With a red silk lantern
And my eyes shinning bright like Saturn
Wishing there is another way
For me to return
Back to where I was
Through the glass doors
I once saw you
While resting now
With bruises on my skin
And scars in my heart
I can’t forget
I could never do
He did this to me
All I could feel is fear
All I could hear is fear
All I could think is fear
All I could ever experience
Is F E A R
No one could now H E A R
My hearts are now beating here
It is all because of F E A R
And I drowning
In my own T E A R S
Where can I go now?
My body
My mind
And Soul
Are trapped
It is all because of F E A R
My life now ends
While my family is nowhere N E A R
I am standing here, on the clouds of grey
Within these planks of hell
Caught amongst a shaggy well
I hung my soul
With my leather belt
I wish not to leave
My life in peace
So I could be with you
Where you were buried
I kill to live
But I can’t do so now
As I’ve come to realized
I live in a massive sin
I regret far too much
To forgive myself
While withering in the dark
As I succumbed myself
In a tighten murky jar
As a fallen star
Beamed into my eyes
I’ve led many to cry
And I was the reason
They suffer and die
Heya peeps! Here are more of these photos from my deviantART page and I've just posted them there but I'll just bring it over here in case you all wanted to see all! What do you think about it? Enjoy!
Well I do not know whether I should blog here because clearly, no one is reading it... ever!
Everyone is totally crazy over Twilight and I consider myself being thrown into this madness of the most amazing Vampire love saga. I may be a huge fan but I keep my option wide open because my interest in books are pretty much eclectic. While Twilight fans from all over the awaits the release of the fourth installment from the series Breaking Dawn, Stephenie Meyer have released The Host. It is an amazing Sci-Fi fiction but without the whole spaceship and all that high tech descriptions. I am a huge fan of Sci-Fi and I find the book is a little hard to read especially the first few chapters (make sure you read them in a quite place) but then I finally get the whole story. When I read the reviews on Amazon (I can't review it there since I am not a customer) many fans would think it is a horrid since I think the might expect it to be like Twilight all vampire/human like but what fans do not get it is that we could finally see a different side of her.
I dare say it is a good read BUT if you are not or never was a fan of Sci-Fi environment then it can be a bit boring. I did not regret buying it (got it for 20% off!!! at Borders) and will make it part of the Twilight family because I just love Stephenie Meyer.
Oh am I the only adult who reads young adult books? I am not just talking about Twilight but I am talking about actually go out there and buy books from other authors? I have! I've been having The Luxe and Tithe on hold and been re-reading Narnia over and over again! Reading young adult books totally is the new thing!
In another agenda, I can't wait for the movie Twilight to be released and I am going with two of my young adult friends :).
A couple of my latest photos and they were edited by adding in the frames and adjust the contrast a little. The photos below were taken by me and please do not steal.... as easy as that! Enjoy!
Inspired by the fact that there are secret societies everywhere and they are watching you. This was written based on my very own idea and imagination and what's in my very mind right now.
Please read and review! Thank you!
And I am planning to continue with a couple more episodes... if I am able to!
“Black coats rule, and we live to stay
Join us if you may, black coats rule”
I loom through the darkness to fall
While standing tall, and within these bricks
Wanting to feel free, as I am locked in
This place of my secret society
Lips are to be shut at all time
And ears are meant to listen
And not to tell, as I know too well
Of what I let myself into
Or I’ll be murdered
As long I stay here
Witnessing more cheers
As evil roams the dungeons
Witnessing innocents
Drowning in their tears
“Black coats rule, and we live to stay
Join us if you may, black coats rule
We live by this society, kill those who abide us
And make them our enemy”
Here I am again, telling you the saddest tales ever
No doubt we are at our best and amazingly clever
But the innocents are the ones we hover
“Black coats rule, and we live to stay
Join us if you may, black coats rule
We live by this society, kill those who abide us
And make them our enemy
The more the merrier, and in our wrathful society
Live within us, and cherish the luxurious
And we promise you, day and night
We will stand by your side”
Those are the words I could hardly hear
Every inch of it, is killing my ears
Listening to the words, I once was proud
And now I am unsure, of my whereabouts
In this place I once called sacred
When all we do is waiting
For the next victim to come falling
Into the abyss they were once being fooled
When they heard us calling …..
I see love and hate
through real life
that evil had us bate
Shall this land shall live forever
in years to come as we rely on fate
I see the world has struck the mind
of the human kind
As we devour bitterness and sour
as the innocence would have to suffer
You shall dare speak upon my religion?
Just because thy mouth speaks for all
But in thee heart shall you trapped evil to murder and kill
You shall dare speak upon my race?
Though the colour of your skins may be different
But the heart that pounds in your body
Just filled with hate as it runs bloodily
Out from your veins as you left us nothing with pain
Thee shall not be despise of others
While thee cut throats from the young ones
While you threw the life of others
with thee cruel minds
Torturing our life as we weep for justice
as we are tired of all of this
And for this the world will always die
whenever we speak upon peace
Which will never be true
and forever this world becomes dead
Though many have cried
And as the sand and water are clear to dry
What is left is nothing but blood from your wrath
That is flowing down the path
The path of vengeance
within the eyes of the innocence
Here is another joke I received from a friend and please do read carefully. I do not know if you have read this but enjoy! Tell me what you think! Hehehe!
Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him. One day, he met a girl and fell in love.
When it was apparent that they would marry, he thought to himself, "She'll never go through with the marriage if I carry on like this." So he made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans. Shortly after that they were married.
A few months later, on the way home from work, his car broke down and since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her that he would be late because he had to walk.
On his way home, he passed by a small café and the wonderful aroma of baked beans overwhelmed him. Since he still had several miles to walk, he thought he would walk off any ill effects before he got home. So he went in and ordered three extra large helpings of beans.
He farted all the way home. By the time he arrived home, he felt reasonably safe. His wife met him at the door and seemed somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most wonderful surprise for dinner tonight!"
She put a blindfold on him and led him to his chair at the head of the table, and made him promise not to peek. At this point he was beginning to feel another fart coming on. Just as his wife was about to remove the blindfold, the phone rang. She again made him promise not to peek until she returned, and went to answer the phone.
While she was gone, he seized the opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air around him.
He had just started to feel better when another urge came on. He raised his leg and rrriiipppp! It sounded like a diesel engine revving and smelled even worse. To keep himself from gagging, he tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would dissipate.
Things had just about returned to normal when he felt another urge coming. He shifted his weight to his other leg and let go. This was a real blue ribbon winner; the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a minute later, the flowers on the table were dead.
While keeping an ear tuned in on the conversation in the hallway, and keeping his promise to stay blindfolded, he carried on like this for the next 10 minutes, farting and then fanning each time with his napkin. When he heard the phone farewells (indicating the end of his freedom), he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top of the napkin.
Smiling contently, he was the picture of innocence when his wife walked in. Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her that he had not peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "Surprise!" To his shock and horror, there were 12 dinner guests seated around the table for his surprise birthday party. ehehe
This man is not an artist but an animal abuser. This is one of the most DISGUSTING things I have ever heard...
It is about this "artist" named Guillermo "Habacuc" Vargas.
In the name of 'art', hired some kids to take an abandoned dog off the streets.
He then tied this poor animal up in an art gallery to put it on display where he starved the animal.
This was his art display of animal suffering.
The dog eventually died from starvation.
Habacuc won an award for this "art display" and now he has been asked to repeat this art display this year.
This is so incredibly disgusting I can't imagine what our world has come to. This was a poor innocent animal that he murdered slowly and is given an award. All I feel right now is total disgust. This man deserves to be tied in a gallery and starved for a week.. See how he likes it.
I am one of the biggest animal people you will ever meet, so this disturbs me in a way I cannot describe.
These photos below were taken at the same time when I was at KLCC aka the Petronas Twin Tower. Some of the photos are actually from one of those billboards and were not taken by me so you get the idea! Feel free to visit my deviantART page and if you have an account there just drop me a line okay? On with the photos my friends! :)
It has been so long since I've posted any new stuff because I was too darn busy but I am back for a couple of more photos to share and I hope you guys do enjoy them! These photos were taken within the KLCC (Petronas Twin Tower) mall area and here are some random shots
This poem was written based on a POV of a woman after being bitten by a Vampire. It is merely a "Regret" made by this girl and I'd like to impose that it is so not cool to be bitten! It is okay to read stuff about them though.
Inspired by my many imaginations and also through many books I've been reading.
PS - I have no intention to sipping in blood! I love food way too much! LOL!
Please read and Review! Thank you all!
I am careless of my choices in life
And now there is no turning back
As my eyes, are beginning to crack
From the brightness of my life
Living in daylight
The soulfulness of my previous life
Soon shall be forgotten
There is no place for me anymore
In the world of gold and happiness called heaven
I am now amongst the night crawlers
Who craves for an eternity?
If it is not for an immortal life
It is sure trying to forget
Many horrendous past life
It is too late now, for me to regret
How foolish was I, wanting to be made
By those living at night, whom we mortals hate
Any minute now, the alleys of my life
Is beginning to fade
And then I am waiting for the sound
Of my heart to stop pounding
It is too late for me to force a cry
For not having the heart to say
It is too late to recline here
While drowning in my lover’s tears
I am humming far away
Away from the places here
While running through the sin
Of my new family of grim
Here are a couple more photos I've put up my photography site. I haven't got much inspiration these couple of weeks but I guess I was too busy with work I completely ignored my camera! Poor baby! These two photos were taken long ago and thought I'll just put them up while waiting for any future new photos! enjoy and thanks for your support
Let me out of my misery
And release me
Let me out of my darkest self
While you hunt me
As I fall with bended knees
Unattach these strings from me
Because I do not need
To be in a life full of threat
To be living all my life
Like a soulless fish in a net
I’ve tried smiling
But all I can do is scream
I’ve tried singing
While I was left alone crying
I’ve tried to be happy
But all I could ever had
Was the very same me
I've written this a couple of days ago. I hope you like it I am very much inspired with the fantasy genre and it is also a little mystery and supernatural. I shall post more soon!
While my nails are in purple light
As I heard the music plays
In my heart today
Soon melt like burning clay
While the garden are filled
With petals of roses on the floor
Elegantly covers the path
Upon the heaven’s door
As I sit here silently
I am noticing
That my eyes grew wider
As I felt something strange
Crawling up my skin
It is the oracle of my inner sin
Even the darkest sun couldn’t guess so
As my energy is running low
I am trapped within an unyielding faucet
Which run my bleeding self?
Where I was left with a intersect life
Break my curse now
And do not blame on me
As I am the sole survivor
As my entire mortal race
Is waiting for me to set them free
and these wings
Can’t no longer fly
No matter how much I’ve tried
I will not be buried
Within cold ice
I will not be buried
Upon the dices of all your lies
As I sit here silently
I am noticing
That my eyes grew wider
As I felt something strange
Crawling up my skin
It is the oracle of my inner sin
It is something I've been working on lately and I still feel I am going through a writer's block! My words seem to be all over the place! Enjoy!
I am drawn to you
And I wish your soul is mine
I am drowning in my own life
Just thinking about you, as my heart is intertwine
As I am trying to draw them out, as you decline
I am hugging this rock here, in a red torn rag
Desiring the sap of nature, while living the life
But I still feel sad
My head is now wrapped in doubts
Trapped in the sin life amongst unfamiliar crowds
Show me the alphabet of life, as I ask you of mine
Spell me some words, so I could be alive
Tell me the whole truth
And nothing but the truth
I am dying here, to be remained in my youth
The thinnest air, soon fade away
As smokes of life comes rushing in
With a big evil win, tell me which is fair
For me to stay here, or being over there
So I wouldn’t feel despair
Show me the alphabet of life, as I ask you of mine
Spell me some words, so I could be alive
hehehe more of our photos! bro was a little shy so he took some shots for us! hehehe courtesy of his Nokia N73 phone. It was really cool to be able to spend time with them and we went karaoke and went to the movies and went all crazy. I wish for another day out soon! Do not forget to visit my deviantART page whenever you have time. Just click on the link below :)
I just love David from the new season 7 of AI! I loved him since he audition and I hope he'll be in the top 3 and then he'll be the next american idol! I just love his voice! Gosh! I could melt!
I have here these thumbnails from my DeviantART page. These photos were made by using the Picasa software and I just love the idea of making collages and these photos mean so much to me and I figured I'll share them and post them here. Enjoy!
Well I am 26 years old today! My brother bought me a few bottles of perfumes and mum treated me to a wonderful dinner last night. Hehehe! I do not ask for much other than a brand new Canon EOS 400D (huahahaha) and a cheese cake (my brother’s treat) and I wish all my friends are doing well in their life. A friend of mine brought me to a place called SSF home deco here in sg. Buloh and it was heaven! I love the items they have there and I spent quite a lot and I wish to go there again. I am just excited for the amount of text messages I received from my fellow friends and a cousin of mine (Pui San aka Funny Low – love ya). I too wish my family are well and hope I could celebrate with them until I am old at age. That’s all for now!
I love you all very much regardless we know each other well or not! If you are reading this journal then be crazy with it! hahahaha
