this poem was written because I was feeling unhappy, many things in my life are just so hard to explain. I am just tired for being everything that I am and still people just don't get it! *sigh*




Divided into both worlds
Didn’t know what to do
Deciding for the bad or good
Shall no longer be subdued
But to voice out my dismay
You cannot tell me what to say
Let not this blood boiled up
While looking at innocent faces
All through night and day

Carve the road towards the truth
And bury the past behind, dim the lost fire
And live the present and hope for the best
Figuring what’s best for the future

Nay the evil within and cast in the saint
I shall no longer suffer
Trapped within my own sorrow and pain

Dear beloved ones
It is scary down here, save me from here
As I’ve dried out all my tears

I am sitting here, living my life
In black coat and in white tie, what else there is?
What else there is in this world? That you’ve manipulated in a twirl
Shabby canvases, are rubbing against their faces
And who are you to say? That I can’t live for the rest of the day

I am happy as I am, but thy made me a miser
As I infer to the life, that you’ve taken from me
But I must not perish, to your needs
But instead, I’ll take whatever to stay free